on a mission to blog as often as i can so people will get sick of me
I have had three interviews with the same company, all three with different people from three different departments on three different days.
And I don’t think I even want this job.
So why am I making so much effort, right? It’s ridonkculous, it’s retail, I HATE retail companies, I have never lasted for more than a week, yet I keep making the same mistakes over and over again. However, I demanded a high pay, and they don’t seem to mind, so this is why I am confused on whether I should take the job or not. I know I’m not even offered yet, but I want to be ready, so maybe by blogging about it I can see things clearly.
If I say yes, it’s because of either of these 2 things:
1. I want the money
2. My mother keeps nagging about me getting a job
I know they’re both wrong reasons and I get sick to my stomach everytime I think about waking up early, sitting in shitty traffic, and having to answer to the man, all for something that I don’t even like. Also, I hated having to feign interest during the interviews, that’s why I sort of did it halfheartedly.
I know what I want to do but I don’t know where to start. It sucks being this age with no directions, like an effin rolling stone.
But well, anyway, this has helped, I’m not taking it. Screw everyone else. I’m the one who has to do it.
Posted by
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08:31:39
Well, I’ve been unemployed for a long time, and my mother is starting to nag. Worse, my dad joins in too. So now, I’ll even prostitute for money. Hey, that’s a job. Hopefully I’ll find something soon so they can just SHUT UP.
Heh, retail is brutal. You don’t get any days off! Ask Daisy.. She works saturdays. Poor girl.
Some guy gave me the name and e-mail to send my resume to MAP. But after hearing your story, I’m like “no way jose!”
yes ive also considered prostituting. Let’s pick an area and do it. I figured in one month, well have enough for a trip to europe. and then we can hustle there and save enough to move back to new york.
Oh, by the way, Ive just recently been interviewed by a TV station.. and the guy who interviewed me very mockingly said that I have to work twice as hard as anyone else because I was accepted through a “special connection.”
I was so damn insulted by that remark, I wanted to slap the guy’s face and burn his balls for Jesus.
Now I have to call the HRD today and tell him I won’t be taking the offer (this is after many days of arguing with my aunt and uncle who gave my resume to the “special connection). .. Life is a total bitch.
When are you coming back from S’pore?